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When I was 16, my high school crush pulled me aside at a New Year's party and said, "There's something I've been wanting to do." Then she leaned in to kiss me. I dodged her like she was throwing a punch and ran out of the party. I genuinely thought she was pranking me. The idea that she actually wanted to kiss me didn't even enter my mind. So I rejected myself on her behalf before she had the chance to do anything. She wasn't rejecting me. I was rejecting me. I've told that s

"A really intelligent man feels what other men only know." – Baron de Montesquieu In high school, I had an overwhelming desire to know everything about attracting women. I bought every video course I could find about seduction. I spent hours per day learning about pickup. Embarrassingly, I spent hours imagining having entire conversations with girls. I tried to think of everything the girl might say, and I came up with responses that I memorized. Did I approach any women or